Healing from my ex

Kylie Smith  aged 15 The original monster in this series is Paul Bailey this story is going to be two parts the first part is about the three main people in this horrific murder.  The victim , the monster and the Pastor. Part two is about the day of the murder, the statement from the monster, and the aftermath of the murder.  THE VICTIM.... Kylie Smith was born in 1976  to Dawn and Bevan Smith of Owaka ( a small rural township of about 400 residents back then  just out the back of Balcutha) it has a high school and primary school a church some shops and literally everyone knows everyone else. It's a very rural farming community  where alot of the kids had horses and would ride them around town and along the side of the roads to each other's places ( alot of us actually did that I did with my sister's and friends rode our horses along the side of the road or to each other's houses and miles away to other places)  it was a common sight to see kids riding...

  So it's been two years since my ex Damain and I split I call it 2 yrs of freedom and learning  cos I have learnt so much about how others play victim to get sympathy, 😑 I have also learnt that he is besides mentally unstable a pathological lier, when we broke up he told me took mental health very seriously cos as he put it,  his mother slit her throat ( she didn't) she died of a heart attack he took me to her grave site I read the inscription and did some research. I also find it weird that he says that he takes mental health seriously when I found out from the gossip bitch of browns bay that she and him laughed at my blog about me losing someone I cared about to suicide, WOW, both her and him need to take a good look at themselves if they find someone dying from suicide a joke, hope the never lose someone to suicide cos I am  sure they would be pretty pissed if they find out others were laughing about it 😑🤦‍♀️ ( Clearly Damian doesn't give a shit  about ot...

  Today is a recap of my original blogs and an update for those that need to know. In March last year I got an email from my sons school Rangitoto college telling me I was not allowed on the school property due to my ex Damian Jon Gannaway saying he had a police complaint against me. That same day I went to the police station gave the officer there my full name date of birth and home address and asked for a full check to see if there was anything against my name or any police complaint laid against me – he told me no and asked why I wanted to know I showed him the email he said all complaints have case numbers and my name isn’t in their system. No surprises there I have never broken the law and I worked in volunteer work dealing with vulnerable women and children so I already knew I was clean. This happened 6 months after my ex and I broke up I don’t know why he made up this lie but I did have to inform my other volunteer workplace about the incident, they re-vetted me thru ...

This is my ex Damian Gannaway -( he is the reason I trust less people than before - lying about me to the school to have some sort of payback is childish and narcissistic )  This is the email the school sent me - this is the one that screwed my ex over lying to your workplace cos you don't like me is dumb - this email is no longer relevant as the school sorted everything out the deputy that signed this is friends with my ex - I don't trust any of them now and everything my ex told me I don't believe - cos he's a compulsive lier - once you lie about something as serious as this everything you say and have said is no longer believed - clearly saying it about me isn't the first time he had done this but this is clearly the first time he has been caught out in his lies 😑  

As of January  all my blogs will be put on to a podcast by a friend we are starting with the monster series I have a blog coming up in the next few weeks about the original monster who is currently  still behind bars and should stay there til he dies. And then my other posts will be reorganized and sorted and placed up here again and on the podcast would like to thank my friend Giselle  for doing the podcasts for me if you are on my blogs and aren't already famous you will be after the podcast 😎.

  Why is racism still around in this day and age especially  in New Zealand  when it's such a multicultural country and most countries are multicultural  these days!  In Auckland alone there have been 3 violent attacks against people for their race, a 16yr old boy on a bus heading to school was violently attacked by a woman all because he is mixed race Chinese/European, she called him a series of racial slurs and attacked him with a metal pipe smashing him around the head breaking 3 teeth and knocking out 2, no cops were called everyone on the bus turned a blind eye except a 71yr old man, the bus driver didn't even stop 😳, when the bus driver got to the next stop he kicked the kid off the bus who was bleeding from his mouth and the woman who attacked him she bolted out the door and down the road. He didn't provoke this woman he didn't even say anything to her she just saw him and started attacking him all cos of his race. Another attack was on another bus a wom...

Today we are going to look at priorities …. Here is a scenario of what I call shit parenting   ( and severe lack of priorities) If you found out your 14yr old kid was doing drugs would you A   be concerned about that and do everything in your power to find out who is selling your kid drugs, why your kid is doing drugs, and how they are paying for these drugs … Or B be upset that someone accused your child of bullying …. The gossip of browns bay her son got excluded from Rangitoto college (it’s cos he was 14 at the time and under 16 is called excluded   means he’s not allowed to come back to the school but the school have to find another school for him to attend ) anyway he got excluded from the school for doing drugs in the toilets. Now most parents would be choosing A, oh no not fuckin gossip britches she chose B   yelled at me on the street over the fact that my son accused her kid of bullying ( a year and a half later)   absolutely no concern ...