Healing from my ex

  Cancer what a bitch of a disease. My adoptive dad has been diagnosed with an inoperable tumor just below his bladder it came about when he went to the hospital for a very sore back and the tumour was discovered my adoptive Dad is 84/85 yrs old and has never had any kind of serious illness like this or disease like this before he recently retired off our farm which is a massive farm. It's a sheep and beef farm but when I was young til I left home at 19 it was just a sheep farm. When your a farm kid not only do you have chores but you learn to drive at a young age cos you all help on the farm that's just expected and part of farm life. It was at home where I learnt how-to grow and make a veggie garden how to look after fruit trees and make an orchard and to grow actual flowers ( mainly resilient ones cos I tend to forget about them 😆) also I learnt how to fix cars , trucks, 3 and 4 wheelers, tractors and lawnmowers we had alot of lawn it would take one person either 3 hours by...

 In start of October of this year I had an operation ( number 86) it was to laser part of my vocal cords as I have scarring tissue that reduces the movement of them and to stretch my throat, due to the amount of operations I have had my throat had narrowed to the point that even my pulls were getting stuck in my throat by October I had been on a liquid diet for 8months so I was ready for the operation, due to circumstances beyond my control and unknown reason for it while they were stretching my throat my body crashed - so they had to give me a jump start to keep me alive. Anyway got thru the operation and came home the next day ( I'm a fighter I will be fine its only ever happened once before 15yrs ago dying on the table so its not like its a regular thing) then on Friday my old cat who by this stage is 17 yrs old in human years which is 84 in cat years ( Katchapoi he had been in my life since he was 4) started to become unwell 😫, we managed to get him to the vet on the Monday an...

  Is New Zealand prepared or able to cope with an impending opioid crisis or are we doomed???? So far NZ has escaped the opioid crisis that has claimed thousands of lives overseas, but should that change we are grossly underprepared. So what is holding up the supply and availability of the overdose reversing medication Narcan????? NZ appears not much closer to widespread availability and distribution of the life saving drug Narcan ( Naloxone) which reverses the opioid overdoses, despite years from lobbying agencies and harm reduction experts and efforts from the ministry of health ( MOH). 4yrs ago opioid overdoses in NZ were 40 lives a year, last year that number jumped to 156. There is a risk NZ will most likely face an opioid crisis like America, Canada and Europe are currently experiencing. Overseas there are tens of thousands of deaths caused largely by prescription opioids, heroin, and the alteration of other drugs like MDMA and meth with a powerful opioid called fentan...

 Today is part 2 of the American opioid crisis  These are some stories from people who have experienced first hand the effects this crisis is having on the kids over there. These kids that are taking these fentanyl laced drugs aren’t your high school drop outs or the rejects these are the friendly creative talented kids, the smart ones, the artistic ones, the musical ones, the ones who have futures of being doctors or scientists or high challenging jobs. One mother said her son switched overnight things he use to love to do he lost interest in. He basically became a recluse lived in his room addicted to his phone and social media. He started to get suspensions and then expelled, grades had slipped, then they discovered he was on drugs – something he had tried once at a friend’s party. On the 31st December 2019 his mother received a phone call – thinking it was her son when she answered but it wasn’t it was a cop telling her they had found her son unresponsive in a car along ...

  Doing both parts together cos it's just easier I have other blogs I have way more interest in that I will be putting up later this week since I am doing nothing much but indoor exercise due to it going to be raining literally  for a week 🙄😑. Today I am going to share with you abit about my last relationship yes it ended about 4yrs ago but there are now things that I never said anything about that should be addressed – first off the relationship ended when my ex decided he didn’t want to be in one anymore and ended it on my birthday 🙄 Secondly it was what followed 5mths after the relationship that has been the opening of my eyes and seen who he truly is that had made me not trust anything he ever said to me and realized he is a narcissistic person who doesn’t take responsibility for his actions and loves to play victim. Let’s start at Feb 2023– well school start my son goes to the biggest high school in Auckland – my ex is a groundsman there ( Damian Gannaway) – I would of...

Have been asked by a recent new group of followers about what went down I did take down the part 1 and 2 of my original posts of my ex ( I amcsure most of you noticed cos they were put into a podcast by a friend of mine on a series of ' men who lie and then play victim ' ) since then I have gained a rather large following from many overseas so I have decided to put the old posts back up ( yes I keep them on a hard copy cod life is like that especially  when he is still playing victim and blaming me for what he did to me 😆🙄) so I will be putting them back up later today 😎 light reading all around 😆😆😆