Healing from my ex

  So it's been two years since my ex Damain and I split I call it 2 yrs of freedom and learning  cos I have learnt so much about how others play victim to get sympathy, 😑 I have also learnt that he is besides mentally unstable a pathological lier, when we broke up he told me took mental health very seriously cos as he put it,  his mother slit her throat ( she didn't) she died of a heart attack he took me to her grave site I read the inscription and did some research. I also find it weird that he says that he takes mental health seriously when I found out from the gossip bitch of browns bay that she and him laughed at my blog about me losing someone I cared about to suicide, WOW, both her and him need to take a good look at themselves if they find someone dying from suicide a joke, hope the never lose someone to suicide cos I am  sure they would be pretty pissed if they find out others were laughing about it 😑🤦‍♀️ ( Clearly Damian doesn't give a shit  about ot...

  Today I want to talk about suicide we all know someone or have been close to someone who has committed suicide, for me it was a personal tragedy, someone who not only I deeply loved but who was my safe space ( I don’t have a place that is my safe space I had a person ) this person knew all about my past all the crap I had been thru all the trials and tragedies I had experienced, this person knew me inside and out there wasn’t anything about me he didn’t know. Two years ago he took his own life there wasn’t actually any warning he normally has tells he does certain things before he contemplates taking his life, his depression was a big issue, along with him hating himself, but this time there were no tells it wasn’t like every other time this time he had made a plan he packaged all his things he left notes and letters and had this all sorted months before he took his life, the hardest part for me was knowing I had lost someone who meant a lot to me but also knowing I lost my saf...